Every
once in a while I get thinking about it and I get kinda concerned but mostly
it’s like-what are you going to do its going to happen anyway so it’s basically
your attitude on how you deal with it. For me I think I don’t know what to
expect so why worry about it until it happens. I’m sure I will feel differently
then. For me I talk about wigs, scarfs, losing my hair, diarrhea, mouth sores and even
though I talk about it I don’t think I really comprehend the real scope of
things. Sometimes Mark and I will lie in bed at night and talk and we just
wonder what the future will hold.
Last
night we came up to our annual Bear Lake trip with the Woodbadge group up at
Paul and Pat Streifs cabin. Mark has so much work he could stay home but I told
him I wanted him to come because we needed this break before my surgery, chemo
etc. So we've played cards, visited, played on the lake. It’s been relaxing, it
was a good choice.
......A beautiful Bear Lake Sunset....... |
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